I’m so confused about something my boyfriend said! Please help...?

Maybe he is thinking about doing that but need to find a way to have you look for another person so he doesn't look like the bad guy! You may feel like your in love with him but he maybe thinking of something else that maybe he doesn't love you the same or he lost interest in the relationship. All you can do is ask him bluntly do you wan to end this or not? Just because you are apart for 6 weeks doesn't mean your going to be screwing around unless it is something he wants to do but doesn't have the balls to tell you.